me, she! I know it. I knew it then. But it was more than I would bear. As a brother! I had heard that tale before. Back I stepped again, all the man in me rebelling.

“That’s impossible,” said I rudely.

“It isn’t. It’s true. I do love you - for this!”

God knows how I looked!

“And I mayn’t say good-by to you,” she whispered. “And - and I love you - for that!”

“Then you had better choose between us,” said I.


CHAPTER XX

THE STATEMENT OF FRANCIS RATTRAY

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